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Nature of My Nature

by Sunmundi

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Two wrongs make a life, I click one piece at a time If you see me J walking in the sky with a big smile, just walk on by Some days I love being alive Derive insight from the oil at midnight I recall the first time I smelled turpentine Chemical high Tree oil blew in the air, acrylic images in my eyes Cut and collage TIME mags from ‘69 I look broke down and tired but I’m fine No crimson drying, no foul, no crime My arc exemplified by the curvature of the spine I fix the machinery blind, now the cog slide smooth when it grinds My top loose, and I’m still a couple screws shy Take Five I could brew a mood better than Brubeck in his prime Speed dial 1-1-9 for the brain matter pool dive Me, Miles, and Ty I used to try kickflips in front of the fisheye Powerslides scuffed the Spitfires wheels of various size The harder you pry don’t always equate to a bigger prize Unlock your chest, I implore you to report what you find I used to play point guard, I preferred the process of the assist, not the shine I thrived at suicides, catch your breathe to get aligned I rocked the green grenade socks with the salmon-colored Carmines Jordan 11s with the zest cement that still hasn’t quite dried I rome when I rhyme This ain’t rap reduced, it’s caramelized I delegate to you this demi-glace Get your hand out my pie You not blipping on any radar I recognize Kincee said, “You can’t fly” Fuck around and conclude my proof with “Z, X, Y” This liberated unwritten physical laws from being jeopardized What is the phenomenon that made a young language globalized? What’s the way to a clearer mind? Click here for 10 easy steps simplified Generally, the wolf is genuine, it’s the shepherd who lies Every day I’m revived Some days when the sun comes up it’s like watching a grudge arise Feeing caught me by surprise Joyous July Hands glued at the Guggenheim When you stop feeling each second pass, let that be your first sign Or let gravity decide, the gradual impact of the natural divide I wanna go to where the woes will no longer survive Liars love the truest lie Closet’s where the ghosts hide I caught the flame before it died I’m contacting, I’m ringing the line Closet’s where the ghosts hide I’m contacting, I’m ringing the line
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Sunmundi: Lie to myself like, I never been under the weather, only over the moon Grab the mic like, “Aight I guess this the moment of truth” Address every single one of life’s guesses with “Hello, sir or ma’am, how do you do?” I fell out when I wrote it, entered a dark room Adored it, devoted, when I came to Let go of myself and she came too I guess dreams can really do come true Some shit you gotta tip off of the cliff and watch it brew I used to stand still, scared of making the wrong moves But in this very moment I’m relinquishing all of myself to the fucking groove Rhymes make enzymes improve, and DOOM minuscule But it’s still all caps cause I’m no fool All that was old is now relevant, so I can’t lament what never actually accrued Cause I’m alive, that’s what the bruises prove Throw the yucca root in the stew All that rap rings white noise, beep boop White boys killing beat loops Fuck it I’ll succumb to the low hanging fruit Graduation from Griselda type beats, the only thing I’m praying for is we all make it through One wrong move could flip this whole fuckin canoe Shemar taking us farther than far on the 1s and 2s Mic check, this is a test for what’s under your life vest Results determined love alone’s not enough, boo If the kicks fit, I’m wearing the boots Chuck that ginger into my healing juice Lately all I see is crossroads scattered across the avenue And a little bit of everything killing me softly A little bit of everything killing me softly It’s killing me softly shemar: time’s a flat circle // cracks on the surface // repeating what’s heard // cycles cautious, them curses bones to sawdust // skeleton key // what’s under my feet far from beneath me // big steps, bare wind, my // ship’s sail steered pure as a baby’s gurgle // as a first breath // scorched earth from scorn obsessed // learned behavior, repeating what’s heard // the courage to ask questions God won’t be asking // scrunched expressions // smelt manhattan leaving the theater // that kid shit gets crushed // bones to sawdust // my body grew up knowing for a smile it’s all petty cash // bonding w zara over bubble buddy on facetime // watch her jacket drag, cared // snacks on the sky train // chants for chance for racks // scared to feel in her father’s eyeshot // tears dance at the thought // swell at the hope // my home bingo board // turn my dreads towards the flash // turn the cameras up // flesh bodies on the floor // sink your fangs in my namesake //
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Grayscale 02:18
Staring at our footprints in the sand I don’t know why I never liked the beach but I know for a fact I like the way you walk me through it and hold my hand I can do everything I think of until I realize I really fuckin can’t When I’m down, you gotta let me be who I am I was taught to bottle it Pickled red onion and homemade peach jam Discarding the sourdough starter on the counter for weeks, the kitchen cramped We give and we take, who knows if God even got a plan I like the way you stay alone with me in this lonely land Indifference my emotional dam I’m tryna get over At times, I feel like my strength is a sham But you lift me up like Patients on the bed for the brain scan Not raps, but momentary graveyard jams Flat line, cook down the fat from the lamb Life is beautiful, your birria is damn Sometimes I need a hug wider than the width of a single wingspan Just understand, you my love and I’m your man I used to have the grayscale Air Max 95s Triple black, grey gradient and white I think that’s how I viewed my life Like that’s love, that’s numb, that’s plight We were matching kicks, serene on sight But now I know you gotta listen more than you fight I won’t cut you off, listener’s ears, Starry Night Lean to the left, take that last breath, and admit when you’re not right Growth is what that looks like Learning’s a lot like seeing the light Beach was sunny once, but I feel the heat tonight
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On the day to day On the day to day Most shit I see is A to B But now I go where magic takes me In the throes of the woes, you can’t be caught catching Zs Death hides hidden plain in HD It could get hot as Hades as sure as boiling butter makes ghee In and out through my chest is my outlet I’ve spent mad cycles corroded and clouded Hold your peace or bounce it I’m out the pocket, but stay around it Four square, walls can block you, but they also make houses I’m blessed to say that mine was peaceful But love doesn’t flow freely, guess that’s the payback Don’t say “I love you” to my brothers enough, I guess it’s hard to If you feel it, say that If you can deal, you winning On occasion I hit home plate for helpful filling I open the windows and all the air flows out She sucked me in with a closed mouth The truth broke out The blues are now I picked organic fruits and veg by the roots on the farm in the summers I was most lonely The sun felt like my closest homie I zig zag on this hemisphere I’m not afraid of what I create when I believe the end is near Best friends are well known to disappear The force that moves me also keeps me silent Malaise came for my veins and I whispered, “Not yet” Overly inundated with content, devoured by text My mood swings to touch the rockets then the Loch Ness Binary codes left me drained, I still stay in sync with sockets Say what you want, but I can feel it gelling The evidence is overwhelming On this track I’m in heaven swelling Bugs Bunny pulling a piano out his pants, what I got next? No telling Think hard about what you find from being mindless Don’t take to heart what isn’t mine I grew from days I loathed my likeness My advice is rhyme what life is What’s my wiring? If I find it, trust I’ll sound the siren Being here and bleeding through it You grow lighter when you’re leaking fluid Tears and blood, flick, kaboom I found my magnitude Others’ hands you can’t count on Clocks love to point fingers, rush you bad, and do you wrong My life can’t live in a song, I move the needle with every call The record revolves, my word spit chop the bottom of your jaw This globe needs gauze You on your knees? Then move along Do better, but still come as you are Barring lines that stall you make plot holes fall through with no effort at all All stress is simple We care enough to get resentful The energy you catch is more often than not the one you sent for I’m convinced this body’s a rental Do bondage gentle Every breathe monumental I’ve felt so fucking … it put a permanent dent in my dental I got debts I pay for in pencil Erase my face but keep my stencil No intro, no outro, all the outside noise is instrumental Pushing down the impulse to put it up to my temple What I put down gon stay regardless Please leave my contributions caked with varnish The world is timeless, but I’ve already parted And come back just to impart this

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released December 1, 2023

Fully produced by shemar
Track 2 featuring shemar
Mixed and mastered by Sasco
Cover art by Cesar Donaire (burnin' macaw)

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